whoodathunkit?

that i'd be alive//not in prison at 41?
that i'd be in 2 bands?
that i'd have more than 4 friends?
i'd be w/ my only true love again after 20 years?
that i'd be into photography/video?
that i'd still be a "punk rock hesher douchebag"?

that i would be nice to cats?
that my heart could open up?
that anyone would give a shit about the ole boy?

not me--i'm a cynical jerkface---i'll take it but i never thunk it.